It was silent in the bush. As silent as it
can be in the African Bush, where a war was raging. The silent walk of death
could be heard loudly - it was there in the body of the nineteen-year-old boy
with a fissure in his stomach, the mismatched, scattered shoes and the radio in
tatters. That radio, their salvation - shot to pieces by the
enemy.
But who is the enemy? This is surely a matter of
perspective. The definition of who the enemy is can be found in lies, half-truths
and pre-supposed beliefs. Political words charged with emotion and fed to the
people for breakfast, lunch and dinner, so that they would send their beloved
children to war, with a smile on their faces and a proud pat on their
backs.
Generals with shiny medals, decorous uniforms and
broken hearts, minds and souls will walk the earth afterward - hand in hand
with the surviving soldiers, without medals, but similarly with broken hearts,
minds and souls. And in the end they all possess a second shadow - that
of their lost comrades (fellow soldiers, wifes and children), who will forever be a presence at their shoulder and in
their broken souls. Dead eyes, begging to be saved - decisions to be
regretted, re-evaluated after the bloody combat, when leaves and body parts are
scattered under the trees, as if a hailstorm devastated the fighting terrain.
But alas, it was not a vis major - it was merely another fight in a
big war. We lost only two soldiers, five wounded. It was the enemy who caused this havoc. Or was it? And what if one of the lost soldiers were your father, brother, husband or boyfriend?
But who is the enemy?
Is our side not also the enemy to the other side?
Do they not also send their children with a proud smile and a pat on their
backs to a war that has been rationalized by provocative propaganda and
emotionally charged words? Does their nineteen-year-old boy not also lie
beneath a tree in Africa, with a hole in his stomach and questions in his
eyes?
Yet - this is the way of the world, and it has been
the same since time began.
Wars are fought by politicians in boardrooms, which
will eventually spill over to the bush, desert or other god-forsaken terrain
where the sound of death will silently stalk the proud soldiers with their
broken souls and impeccable training. In the boardrooms the Leaders of
the Nation will shake hands on their victory. While the soldiers will
have their medals and memories - and the shadows of comrades proudly offered to
the demon god called Victory. The enemy has lost. We are the victors.
But are we really?
And who is the Enemy?
Does it matter?
Patriotism, or the protection of
a country's borders or freedom is a matter of ideology and there will always be
proud, brave and fierce soldiers who will unselfishly step forward and take up
arms on behalf of those who cannot or will not.
We salute you, the soldiers.
(A special word of thanks to the soldier who shared some of his stories with me. You know who you are.)
Cuban soldier, Angolan War 1980's (not sure of origin) Might also have been a propaganda tool. |
Uitstekend Gerda, baie dankie. Wens die mensdom het vandag soveel respek vir ons....
ReplyDeleteBaie dankie vir jou terugvoer Charl. Dit was moeilike stuk vir my om te skryf. En nou na die tyd dink ek aan hele paar aspekte wat dalk bygevoeg moes wees byvoorbeeld verskil die definisie en begrip van wat 'n terroris vandag is van wat of wie dit in 1960/70 was? En as jy kyk na die emosionele nagevolge op oud-soldate van oorlog, enige oorlog, het soldate baie meer vyande as sie vanaelfsprekende of opsigtelike.
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